Iapos;m stuck. I�miss columbus, where people have brains and things are open past 6 pm on weeknights. I want to be with my daughter. I want to be with Artemio. I want to finish school. Everything i love and want and need is so spread out right now and iapos;m grabbing at strings to hold it all together. Connieapos;s finally made her way to columbus for good. And now that she has, iapos;m not there anymore. The only people to come and visit me have been my mother (who cared more about showing off to distant relatives than seeing me) and john. NONE�of my friends have visited me, and i have to admit that it hurts. Not even connie. Doesnapos;t anyone miss me?
i have a lease signed for another 10 months away from everyone i care about. And iapos;m at a job that i feel has almost become a dead end. But the potential thatapos;s possible is keeping me here. If i go back now, iapos;ve wasted the past 8 months of my life. If i stay, iapos;ll be miserable but at least iapos;ll have learned something (hopefully). And i feel insanely guilty about being away from kalin for so long and not seeing her enough. But to be able to send her money, i have to save money by saving gas and not coming to columbus as often. I wish there was a way i could have her here with me, because it would make life so much better.
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